Sleeeeeep

I am sleep deprived. I might as well admit it. Strangely, this deprivation leads to sleeplessness around midnight. If I have not managed to fall into bed COMPLETELY exhausted by midnight, I am up for at least another hour. My monthly has come and I am feeling anemic on top of exhausted. I need help getting back on the exercise track. My eating is still good. In fact, I am a little worried my milk production is not what it should be because I am not getting enough calories. Towards the evening Jane seems to be less and less satisfied with her nursing. I know they say stress can make your milk stop, but how do you stop stress? I cannot, but I CAN always eat more. :) I think I may have to start feeding Jane rice cereal to supplement her. Oh, I did skip rocks at a pond tonight. Does that count as exercise? Hmmm. I think my exhaustion is evident in the rambling and random content of this post. I shall go now.

DErailed

I have not exercised in two weeks. So sad. I have just been feeling like crap (emotionally and physically) lately and cannot call up the motivation to exercise. I have returned to being sugar free after a few days off last week. It was our anniversary last Wednesday (Four Years!) and I made brownie sundaes. And then proceeded to eat brownie sundaes for every meal until the brownies and ice cream were gone. You were right, Kyla. Anyhoo, that was only for a few days and I have been doing just fine with the sugar free lifestyle since then. I started Sarah's at-home preschooling on Tuesday and have been having a lot of fun with that! We are doing it Tuesdays and Thursdays. That means that every other week I will have stuff going on 6 days out of the week. I know that most of you already have that, but I am still trying to stay afloat after having Jane! Wish me luck on somehow managing to schedule fitness into my... schedule. "Allow myself to introduce... myself." I am lame. Goodnight!